aduhh.mmg big dilema.

decision..decision..hard decision sebenarnye..

1. aku nk buat master ke nak ade experience yg mencabar??

aku nk buat 2 2 bole tak??

sah2 jawapannye takle.iskisk.larat ke aku.bole ke.cam takle je.

nk buat master part time takle nk mintak scholar jpa.(tapi kan ade gaji beb.jangan tamak.gunekan gaji byr master yg ko idamkan tu)

lagi satu buat part time lambat abes lorh.malas nk lame2 ngn master.(yela dah ko sebok sgt nk buat 2 2.mane bole full time blaja ngn full time keje)

2. aku nk focus on islamic finance ke spanjang hidup or nk get exposed to many things (audit)??

adush.a hard question.aku nk 2 2 jugak.(mendela tamak benar budak ni)

actually i dont really know which one is the best.as far as i concern (wah cam essay), both ade opportunity tersendiri.apepon.aku tak sure aku bole cope tak ngn islamic finance ni.kalu ikut subject finance mmg agak mencabar bg aku wpon result ok la at the end.tp struggled jugak ape.compare ngn subject accounting (which one more dilema Msc in finance or master in accountancy).

bengongkan.dah org tanye aku ko nk jadik ape sebenarnye ni.aku takle jawab.haha

ok.make this clear.

aku ni kire tamak jugak.

bole tak dengan terlalu hebat, which,

within 3 years aku nk ade :

-master
-audit working experiences
-ACCA or MICPA
-qualified as CA and MIA member

3/4 drpd ni bole dapat kalu aku keje audit.tapi aku taknak abaikan master aku.tp aku tak terniat pon nk jadik lecturer.tapi kalu nk jdik lecturer pon aku nk ade experiences.complicated bukan menatang ni.or i made it complicated.

one more thing, with my mom condition dengan no siblings at home bole ke aku keje balik malam2 buat audit.siann mak aku sensorg.kut ye pon ade bibik je makcik ke.is not the same like her own daughter taking take of her.tapi mak kate..la..nk keje keje je la.adush.i dont know inside her heart.tp i am sure she meant it.tp sebagai anak, tu yg aku pkirkan.

so, what's next.the SC opportunity pon hard to tolak.bagus tu aku tau.that one aku nk buat jugak wpon sambung master skali.hope can cope la.

the BDO (company yg i reject tu) called me cakap if still want the job just emel her.wahh.best2.disebabkan itu buatkan aku terpkir2 lagi.huhu.gaji agak masyuk.2600.tp berbaloi ke ngn keje yg agak tertekan jugak!

tadi tangan gatal2 apply durham university.tadi pon nyaris gi british council.iskisk.mane satu la kepale ko ni dayah!yg penting kalu dpt obc aku nk g.hahaha.

next monday interview IBM (nk pegi ke?)
next thursday interview Maybank Etiqa (nk pegi ke??yg ni cam taknak.hehe)

apepon dah kompem ngn SC.11th briefing.14th start training.macam2.

later update lorh.bagus gak menaip ni.kalu dok dalam kpale je tak perasan ape sebenarnye yg berlaku.mengong gak aku ni.

daa~~